déjà vu.

i always set myself up to get hurt.
​​​​everyone says 'keep your guard up,' but i don't think i ever had one.
i let everyone in, and they all dent me, and bruise me, and hurt me.
i need a guard. i need something in my head saying someone is bad for me.

i can feel myself getting hurt right now.
but i don't know what do to do stop it.
cause my heart's still going back, digressing.
but... i'll let this happen til i find someone right.